called mom, in the meeting and she did not get how imoprtant was it for me. went to the toilet, cried and still can´t believe it has happened.
I remeberred father when he cut his hair for chemotherapy, and I cried again. He was sad, and I should learn it happens.
I know how this is my inertia against change. I want to keep things as they were two years ago. It looks a simple hair dresser mistake and it will be back soon, but It doesn´t happen that simple in my mind. Everyone laughs at me when I take it so seriously...but I know why I react this way. I need something in my life remain and don´t change, I want to stop feeling a loss. and that uckin hairdresser ruined all my hope to get back to life.
nothing is as simple as it looks.
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honeyyyyyyyyyyy of course it is important! but if i were you, i would have done something funky with it!:D like color it or something!:D i dream about cutting my hair and color it into something odd and wild!:D
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