Saturday, June 27, 2009

I think Joan Baez is such a beautiful woman.

I did Self Harm again during these disturbing last weeks. I promised myself to stop for one month . I should write it on a paper and stick it on the wall to remind myself. I waxed my face.
Someone said a good point: that people here live in the city...in the public places. what we lose day by day in Iran. You see lots of fiestas, people in the park every weekend, people in the libraries, lots of guides for the monthly events... they don't stick to their houses. You can see their presence in the city life.

I kind of forget how is it to be truely loved...I mean, physically.
And...Nima and Mehrnoosh wanna come to the graduation ceremony and then we'll go back together, back to Iran...Where lots of changes wait for me...and you won't be there when I go.

3 comments:

  1. Indeed she is.

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    Yeah exactly, we're not "living" here, we're just spending days. We have very low contact with ppl that we don't know. We just go to school or work as a "must" and then come back home exhausted. Our only fun is gathering with "old friends" from time to time. I sometimes feel nothing new ever happens around.

    Wow! When would be your graduation ceremony? I wish I could come tooooo! And then when are you planning to come back? Any decisions for the future? PhD or whatever?

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  2. no idea about future...Is it a symptom of depression not to have a plan??? when will you leave Iran? and Ali?

    I wish to see you soon.:***

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  3. I guess I would leave around October and Ali around September...

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