Thursday, June 18, 2009

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honey I´m so tired I think I will die tonight. I should work till 9 here and then go home and work till 2-3. will be in teh office at 7:30 tomorrow and leave at 11 to Madrid to help for the demo.

have lots of work to do. financial situation is crap and I know baba can´t help me. no hope for future and abit depressed. sleep 4 hours maximum each night. did Self Injury yesterday again and my arms are like I was in a knife battle.

I miss u. and I love you. I love Ali too, tell him and tell him I miss him and I just hope we go for dinner together again and smoke a cigarette together again and be abit happy again.

If you see Rouzbehan one of these days kiss him on cheek for me. Don´t tell him it is from me. tell him to take care

2 comments:

  1. come here>:D<
    you shouldn't hurt yourself, keep strongggggggg:*
    manam emrooz za'ef daashtam hey:(

    yeah i hope for good happy days too... :*

    i call him every know & then to make sure he's fine:) i'll kiss him for u!;)

    i just had a call from bbcpersian to have an interview for one of their programs! brb!!:D

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  2. Then I will tell everyone that my GF had an interview with BBC and I'm so proud of her:***I love you

    (I sometimes talk about your photos and stuff nd call you as my GF. everyone is kind of skeptical... and I tell them we're kind of a different type!!!)

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