Have you noticed how my life is shaped by the memories?and I just noticed Ihave a graphical memory, good for decribing, good for writing...
I rememberred the pain I felt when someone stole my sun glasses that dad had brought from England, and I cried for 8 hours constantly while mom was hugging me, I felt less pain the day after and it went away after a week. That´s what I need, I need to cry non-stop to accept the situation, otherwise it would stay in me, like an undetangled knot, and I should carry the pain with me all the time
I think that´s what happened with that relationship, there was noone to hug me when I wanted to cry the pain out. That´s why I still carry the pain...
btw, I have not had anything more beautifull than that sunglasses, they were spectacular, and bought with love when we still had a pretty good life together.
yeah i think you are right on that. i had the same problem with my first relationship. i didn't have anyone to hug me after it or to cry to. i wanted to show i'm strong, while i was not, and i was breaking into pieces inside.
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