Tuesday, September 8, 2009

I am feeling much more better today. I had a very bad day yestreday, I was really dep and Ali was not online, it was his first day at uni. And I don't want my mom and dad to see me upset about this cause I really can't get in a discussion with them. I slept most of the day and also chatted with a friend of mine and he kept reminding me that I'm gonna be ok and it's his first days in that new environment and in the end, long distance sucks. Anyway, as far as I remember I just slept and studied a bit german yesterday.

But today is much better. I woke up telling myself that this can't be my life. Though I was still upset that I couldn't talk to Ali last night cause he had a guest for lunch, I tried to get myself busy with the things I should keep in my mind for Munich and the dates and bla bla. It's also Hamid's birthday today and I tried to have a cheerful voice on the phone. I think it gets much worse when I have nothing to do; all the thoughts rush into my head and I remember how much I miss him.

I have 22 more days in Iran and I think it's not that long to waste it by being depressed. I would go after my Veterinary medicine Number (which makes me an official vet!) tomorrow. I also had a great news from one of my friends, and looks like I can get my temporary uni certificate in time.

That's all for now:)

1 comment:

  1. yes..:***better days are on the way:****

    oh, I have never seen an official vet before:d

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