But just some minutes ago, I saw a very beautiful Iranian girl in his fb list from Budapest and I know he's gonna be at her place tonight. Can't stop worrying. I know that I can't be worried all the time about the people he meet and again i know that there is never ever any thing that can make us relaxed about those stuffs. Yet, I get worried knowing how these first weeks people act in their new environment.
I wish the girl was not that beautiful...!lol
let your jealousy go away. It´s sometimes not easy...when you love someone too much. but still it is much better to let your jealousy go. I feel what you say, but this is a real wrld. There are millions and millions of people he may meet, beautiful and unique in their own way, just as you are. We can´t control everything that happens with our beloved ones, and we can´t control what they decide to do. he loves you and this is what matters. If he doesn´t care about you, your jealousy just disturbs yourself. and nothing, that may happen tonight, is worthy enough that you do this to yourslf
ReplyDeleteyou probably remembre Rozhin, the one in your department. She is very beautiful (if u look at her with a straight male eye)and she flirts with any fuckin guy on Earth. for a while that my phone was broke I had a his previous cellphone with me, and once I read one of the messages that she had sent to him... that what underwear color would be better for her... but he just didn´t care about that girl, though she was hundred times more beautiful and trendy than me. or you know Asal Akhavan, she was not even a close friend of him (as I know they were not together befoer that...or maybe I´m wrong), but as Rouzbehan went to jail, she started writing in her blog about him (as if they were close friends...). I just stopped thinking about other girls and well if he´s with someone that makes him satisfied and happy, I still miss him and I would love to be there instead of other girls, but I am happy for him at the same time.
sometimes life binds us together and sometimes seperates us. we can´t control it.