yeaaaaa, right. there are lots of great things...the not so appealing parts are:
- you won´t be there
- not too many friends left in Iran
- even Mona Sedighi will be in Germany if everything with her admission goes right. I myself paid her admission fee last week and they said they would send the visa letter for her. I´m happy for her and sad for myself.
- I don´t lie to you: I know I want to be with Rouzbehan when I´m back. And I don´t know his feelings. this makes me horrified.
-I´m afraid of the creepy economy there. I know my dad stopped working since I moved here. and I should be able to support myself financially. I should get a well paid job, whatever it is. that makes me feel better, cause I don´t want my dad to work again in this creepy situation. he shouldn´t have lots of pressure on him.
Well I'm sad that I won't be here too.., but well you can think of all the great ppl that are still here. And by the way I would be back in January with no doubt:)
ReplyDeleteI'm sure you know how to make new great friends here again. That is something that I sometimes crave for: finding new ppl to love and have fun with:)
ReplyDeleteI think everyone is coming to Germany!:D Or is that how I feel? May be you should try that if ever you decide to come to Europe again:>
ReplyDeleteWell let me tell you that can be actually one of those great things that you'll get when you come back. To make sure how Rouzbehan feels and make sure of the possibilities of your relation. I think it's the best chance for you to know everything. Cause you are far, you might calculate things in a wrong way. Besides, you'll have enough time to know him, all the good and bad things about him.
ReplyDeleteWell I don't know about the job regarding your field. But don't forget all the skills you've obtained these years, all the languages you know, all the computer skills you have. Those can definitely come handy:)
ReplyDeleteall true:** just 4th one makes me nervous abit. What if I find out he doesn´t feel anything anymore? I believe this is normal, but at the same time disturbing fro me. I would not go silly and really be deeply deperssed (I have been without him in my life for two years now), but it would be disturbing.
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