I'm thinking of different possible choices:
- Both of us stay in Iran & marry.
- Both of us stay in Iran & apply next year for the same city.
- Marry & ask him to decline his admission and come to Germany and then we'd think of future.
- Marry & I'd decline my admission and go to Hungary with him and then we'd think of future.
- Get engaged and go to our separate countries and hope that this would work.
- Be friends and go to our separate countries and hope that this would work.
- Well.., nice to know u, babye!
Yet, NONE of them seems right. None of them is the best choice. And again I remember "We're always making a choice.".
you know those are what you fancy...
ReplyDeleteI actually asked him seriously to come to Germany with him. Some minutes later he told me to go to Hungary with him! And only then I realized that there is no right answer to this problem. There is no solution that would make me completely happy.
ReplyDeletewhat is complete happiness? what is it that you seek
ReplyDeleteUm.. I see your point. But for NOW, I would have been happy if I had a job related to my field and could leave with him. No matter where. And yes I know that things could go wrong from there, but I just mean the happiness that I could have in the present time.
ReplyDeleteI want to say, don´t turn it to your mental utopia...well, I´m in my depression again...
ReplyDeleteI´m thinking of you...good...
ReplyDeletelove u:*
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